what was 2017 like?

2017. what a massive year, but if we look past all the news and politics, the year was still huge for me. I finished year 11, the final year of high-school and I passed greatly to do what I want in a college of my choice, but besides that good stuff, I suffered greatly with anxiety and depression that affects me now all because of bullying. All because people who don't like me for me or what I do, but in all of this, I suffered from being loved like it was something that could never happen I mean in my head I thought I was only good for is dying, but college proved me wrong because I have the sweetest bad boy ever and he's been all mine for 4 months and 5 months in February. He is the only one that makes me smile, or even remotely any emotions rather than my usual hole or emptiness.

I wonder what the rest of 2018 has in stock.

If love had a time limit

A book idea



We live for 60 years, no more, no less. 60 years to experience it all and if you fall in love, you're time for death quickens. Seconds ticking for every second you spend with them. Some people don't fall in love and marry people with no intimate feelings to continue on the human race with 60 years or so still around, No one risked losing a second for love.

So why should I be the first?