It's Saturday the 2nd of November 2019, It's been 2 years when I started this. I have a few things to put out there. In 2018, I suffered from severe depression from being manipulated, lied to and gaslighted by my ex-boyfriend, we dated for 5 months and he had completely made me feel like I was disgusting and everything was my fault and I couldn't be loved. I suffered from a major eating disorder after he would comment on another girl's be looking better than me and through all the hell, I dug my way out and pulled myself to make to 2019. In 2019, I had finished my therapy after starting in 2014, and I was actually happy with my body and would be able to eat food without feeling the need to starve myself. I was healthy. On 2nd October 2019, I met my partner of a year now. We had barely spoken till 8 days after we first met and it was the most romantic time, but that is a later story.
2019 is coming to the end, and for the most part, the biggest change is my friends, my lifestyle and my ideas. I have lost a lot of friends but gained a lot more. I have gone from living with my mum to living alone and cut my long hair to a short bob. I'm in university trying to progress my writing journey.
Let's pray for better times and happiness.
2020 is coming soon.
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